I think I know what I’m doing. No one ever knows the outcome. But, isn’t that what risking your heart is all about? It could go really well for you, or it could end up in heartbreak.
I’ve been through this before. This isn’t the first time. I think I know that I can handle this battle and be mature. Ending good or bad, I know I who to search for guidance. I know how to guard my heart and I learned from my past mistakes with previous girls.
I think I know what I’m up to now. It’s just that I’ve been in such a familiar place for so long that I don’t really know how to kick it off. I was only good at everything once I was comfortable and settled in.
Doing what I have to do, telling her how I feel, is actually a big step for me. This not only teaches me to be brave, but to step out of my comfort zone and explore what is out there for me.